The chairman (
Abteilungsleiter) got the request of having a mixing by a lot of players. It was the case that the first 4 grouped together the whole evening then the second 4 and so on. If the number of players was uneven or it was not possible to get all into doubles they had to sit around a while, because a lot sticked together. In a meeting (
Jahreshauptversammlung) the chairman want to solve this problem. Which is totally understandable. But instead of talking with all members to find a solution and guidelines he forced to introduce something new in training, which has now to be done his way with zero tolerance. As I said that I can't play with everyone he said that this is a shitty attitude. If I'm angry, I must stay angry. I said if this continue I will leave, because it's my free time, I pay a membership fee and don't want to get forced without any dialog, zero tolerance and options into crappy games. I play any opponent, but I'm not interested to play games without any synergy and don't get any rally because the partner is chilling without any idea.
It's not the case that I don't want to play players below my level, but I'm playing long enough and well enough that I can't accept "side by side all the time" or that my partner bring me always in trouble, while he/she isn't able to use the advantage which I gained on court. These players are also lazy and resistent to any communication on court.
The chairman controls the games and slip himself into the games he want. The games got always totally imbalanced for me. A woman was angry with me, because I played a hard game. I really had bad luck and needed to play crappy games. Since I have chronic problems, the hours I can train and play are really limited for my body. I had years where I had above 10 hours on court per week. Badminton was my life and passion. Now I'm happy to do well in 4-6 without issues. While this sucks, and my time is limited, I want to have some quality games. I feel that I waste my free time beeing forced to play games I don't want.
Great advice. I thought about mirroring the crappy stuff to get everybody ****ed up to play with me to exploit this match fixing.

But all in all my time is limited to be able to play (because of my body). I can't tolerate this to be forced into matches I don't want. Especially when I'm one of the few person how really know to play a MD match. In terms of XD, it's a different story as well, nobody really knows anything about it exclude me.
I will do. Your reply was really helpful and I thank you very much for sharing your experience and mindset to get over such situations.