The thing you are jealous about is also my downside. Every penny I spent on rackets, I cannot and will not use it for something else...
Why don't u use it? Do you plan to sell it in future? If not then it's better that u use and enjoy using it now.
You can check my racket stock and see that besides I'm a tester, I'm also a collector. Not planning to sell any racket now or in the future. If they are rare, I really want them.